Yeah........so maybe the statement is I owe I owe so off to work I go. Tomorrow is doom's day. The day where I begin living for the weekend. I haven't won the powerball yet, so I guess here I go again. Seriously have I ever mentioned that I would do a lot of good for a lot of people if I won that big one? When I win it you can hold this against me deal?
So yeah.........today I began thinking of all of the things that I struggled keeping up with when I was home all summer, and yet trying to brainstorm how to fix those problems and keep up with everything else. I usually had meals in the freezer for one night a week, but never got to that this summer. My room at school has one bulletin board done, as I have only been up to school for about 3 hours total, with a 18 month old with me. It just amazes me how my husband can always go back to work and do this and that and for me to put my job first.........yeah that never happens. I guess also I live by the motto that a job is the only thing that can't love you back. I wholeheartedly believe that it will get done........school starts Wednesday, and I will be ready for Wednesday.
I also am struggling with daycare this fall. We are switching daycare and I have that fear for my kids. I know they will adjust fine, and they will love it there, but I guess it is just getting there. Just like my job, the worst part is getting there. Once I am there it will be fine, just getting there is the work of it. I also know that it is my job to schedule everything........schedule daycare, fix the meals, do the laundry, clean the house........etc. It just all piles on. Right now I am so happy I am 2 minutes from school, and I need to focus on my job when I am there and focus on home when I am here. My kids come first and I honestly know it is 4:15 when I pick them up at 8:15 when they go to bed........I need to make those 4 hours the best 4 hours of their day and spend the time with them, and the rest will get done when they are in bed. Period. No negotiations there...........remind me of this please.
Everyone has 24 hours in a day, it is just a matter of what we want to fill our days with.........tomorrow is another new chapter. Let the year begin!
